beta beta male beta safe bullied cbt censorship censorship training chance ruin conditioning denial chance edging edging challenge extreme edging fast edging feet feet challenge feet fetish femdom focus foot foot fetish genshin impact gooning hand fetish hands free hard edging hoyoverse intense edging light cbt light ntr lynette nonstop edging ntr ntr theme optional cbt possible denial possible ruin ruin ruin chance ruined orgasm self feet worship self foot worship teasing suggest